The moments
between sleep and wakefullness
are Yours

Resting quietly
beneath my eyelids
You gaze long into my soul

Tears, Idle Tears--Lord Alfred Tennyson

Tears, idle tears, I know not what they mean,
Tears from the depth of some divine despair
Rise in the heart, and gather to the eyes,
In looking on the happy Autumn-fields,
And thinking of the days that are no more.

Fresh as the first beam glittering on a sail,
That brings our friends up from the underworld,
as the last which reddens over one
That sinks with all we love below the verge;
So sad, so fresh, the days that are no more.

Ah, sad and strange as in dark summer dawns
The earliest pipe of half-awakened birds
To dying ears, when unto dying eyes
The casement slowly grows a glimmering square;S
o sad, so strange, the days that are no more.

Dear as remembered kisses after death,
And sweet as those by hopeless fancy feigned
On lips that are for others; deep as love,
Deep as first love, and wild with all regret;
O Death in Life, the days that are no more.

I remember I was in 9th grade when I first read this poem and somehow in one of those melancholic moments, "tears from the depth of some divine despair" moved me deeply. Reading it now, after years, in another one of those empty moments, makes me feel like a little confused girl all over again!